Post by Yuuto Kudo on Dec 20, 2011 21:19:24 GMT -5
YUUTO KUDO
....the mask
Your Name: Katherynne; Kitty
Where did you find us?: Pft I'm the one who restarted this place, kiss my ass. >/
How long have you been roleplaying?: Over eleven years.
Password: AS an Admin, can I void this?
...basic character information
Birth Name: Yuuto Kudo
Nickname
Gender: Male
Age: Sixteen
Grade: Sophmore
Birth date: August 12
Program: Bachelor of Arts
Major: Cosmetology
Major Explanation: He just likes makeup, so being able to put make up on otgher people is really fun for him!
Animal Identity: Arctic Fox
...personality
Likes:
- Flirting is a unique way to express how attractive one is.
- Music is calming and relaxing and I all in all like it.
- Attractive men are the best, especially when they have a purity~!
- Dancing is something that's fun, slow, fast, dirty, oh yes dirty~
- Animals are something that are extremely adorable... he wants a pet now.
- Shifting is something that he enjoys very much, he's an adorable little fox.
- Tea is something that he drinks regularly, all sort of things.
- Shiny Objects are so distracting, but are so very beautiful!
- Jogging just those short jogs, nothing dramatic, one lap is good enough!
- Coldness is something that he finds comfort in, because... he's an arctic fox, and came from Japan where it's usual and lot cooler then Hawaii.
Dislikes:
- Rejection is something he's on the receiving end a lot, it's hard to find a cute gay guy that wants you as bad as you want him.
- Women's personalities are just so unattractive, some are okay, he's only bisexual, but... he prefers men because they don't freak out about everything, most of the time.
- Acting is something he can't do, his memory can only register tiny bits and pieces at a time.
- Heat it bothers him, but he can deal with it, weather he likes it or not.
- Mean words are just mean, they shouldn't be said, because they are mean!
- Doctors are evil, don't believe anything they say!
- Artificial Sugar is something he would rather not have, thank you.
- Knots in his hair make him cry... seriously... he cried.
- School is something he rather wishes he didn't have to go to.
- Fighting is something that he doesn't like to do, but will if he has to, so don't make him.
Fears:
- Being alone is something he can't stand, and since he has no dorm mates, he's doomed!
- The dark is very scary! Don't judge him and his Scooby-Doo nightlight.
- Thunder is scary, he can tolerate it when there's someone to cling too... but otherwise... sigh.
Strengths:
- Friendly is something he is often called, and he's proud of it, he loves making friends.
- Relaxed is another thing he is, it takes a lot to get him to react negatively to something.
- Gentle no matter how strong he comes on a person, he's very gentle with them.
Weaknesses:
- Sugar... if it's that really expensive kind... he is easily bribed.
- A flirty nature is bound to get him into trouble one day, and he doesn't want to get into trouble; he just can't help but to flirt with that beautiful boy right over there! //Points.
- Energy is something he has a lot of and it never really seems to die... terrific.
Overall: [300 words minimum]
Yuuto is an... interesting character to say the least; and yes, he does have some absolutely wonderful mood swings (sometimes)! There's a lot about him that's hard to read, and a lot of it is because, despite the fact that he is open with people about things, he's still quite secretive. He's a contradiction of emotions and personalities mashed together really. But there's almost always the top layer right there, the one that most people don't try to see behind, the one that most people don't want to see behind. Even though that top layer is really apart of his personality, it's only a small fraction of it, and he usually tries to keep everything hidden beneath it, who wouldn't? No one needs to see a near man break.
That top layer consists of his endless amount of energy and happiness, though it's true happiness, it's false at the same time, not everyone can be happy all the time, in fact no one can, and he's not, he just hides those darker emotions behind it. Which can be a good and a bad thing at the same time, so now what? But let's explain this layer a bit more. He's a happy person by nature, a smile on his face isn't uncommon, he loves smiling, and he loves being happy, and he loves making other people happy too! Making people happy means a lot to him because of the incident with his twin, someone he couldn't make happy (more information in his history). But he's also naturally hyper, energy is always in him, no matter how he feels, so it's not uncommon to see him bouncing around and seeming to not be able to sit still at all. It's a natural thing for him, even without the extra sugar he tends to eat.
But there are always those darker emotions, the sadness that dwells in his heart from losing someone very dear to him. The sadness that makes him break sometimes, that turns into anger and hatred but is gone as fast as it has came; that leaves him in a ball in some dark corner crying to himself until he passes out. The feelings he tries to hide from everyone so he doesn't become a burden. The fact that he refuses to believe that his brother is dead but knows he is anyways, wishing he would come back and be with him. Accepting the fact that someone dear to him had died isn't easy for him, and the chances of him getting over the death any times soon are very slim; but he always has hope that he will see his brother again, the only thing he truly hopes for. A morbid hope, a hope for death.
But even through that he pretends to be okay, and he continues to flirt with attractive men any chance he can get. Pretending that he isn't alone is the best way to run away. But when he flirts, he never lies, he tells his target exactly how he feels! He isn't one to soften words if he feels it needs to be said, he never flirts with anyone he thinks doesn't deserve his attention, it's a bit egotistical but that's okay, he can get over it. He cares for people extremely much, there isn't a thing he wouldn't do to try to help them, to prevent them from doing what his brother had done, he wasn't going to let anyone else try to take their lives like he had, no, he had to make sure no one else did that at all.
...appearance
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Celebrity Play By: Uruha: The Gazette
Appearance: [300 words minimum]
Yuuto tries to make his appearance unique, and he tries to make it look tough, when in reality, he's not very tough at all, he tries too hard, he just does. His hair is naturally a dark brown/black color, but he bleaches parts of it to get light brown/blonde highlights, and he usually keeps it long, he doesn't like short hair, it just irks him for some reason or another. It's rare for him to style his hair, really it is, he believes that brushing it out and taking care of it is enough, though occasionally, when he's trying to impressed a handsome man, he will do something special with his hair and make up.
He usually wears darker make up, especially around the eyes, most of the time it's just a face compound that makes him paler. He doesn't like having such tan skin, he is proud of his heritage, but the tan skin is just a bit much, he wants to be paler, to fit in with others more. Of course, with the heavy dark colored eye shadow that's usually skillfully placed on his upper eye lid doesn't help him fit in very much, but he has no real complaints about it, he's going to fit in, but he's also going to be himself the way he likes himself. He usually wears a thick layer of eyeliner, just to accent his eyes; it doesn't make them pop or anything, but they help them blend in.
He's fairly tall for the average Asian is only 5' 7.4”, while he is a healthy 5' 9.5”. He likes his height and tends to wear darker colors because they make him look thinner and taller then he truly is. Something he enjoys much of. He weighs at about 112 pounds, extremely light, he doesn't eat very much, and is borderline unhealthy in the weight area, okay maybe his weight is a tad bit unhealthy. He has four ear piercings on his right ear, and five on his left and he has no tattoo's on his body. Scars on the bottom of his left wrist; noticeable, but usually covered in some way or another.[/size]
...history
Parents: Azuro and Kimiko Kudo
Siblings: Yuuta Kudo (Deceased though Yuuto pretends he's still alive).
[300 words minimum]
I was born on the twelfth of August, I had a twin brother at that time, and two loving, doting, immature parents; to be frank. But it was peaceful, happy life, I couldn't ask for anything else, and I am pleased we got that much out of it. A lot of people were worse off then we were, and we were taught to take nothing for granted. Which... we really didn't listen to that, we didn't know what it meant, we were children, we were blind to the pain that the world was in. We thought it was our playground, and in ways, it was; we just had to watch out for the pain on our way.
My brother and I, we were identical, man did mom and dad get us confused a lot. I was Yuuto and he was Yuuta, I never understood their logic, naming two identical boys, almost the exact same name. Especially when the names mean the exact same thing, but it was fun, because we pronounced them the same, we could easily switch places with each other, if not for the fact that my earrings and his earrings were worn in reverse of each other, I have five on the left, he had five on the right, I had for on the right, he has four on the left. We've both had the piercings since we were infants, just because it was easiest to identify us by. Rather then guessing and trying to get the right child to answer. We still confused people, it was nothing but a game to us.
We were in the same classes together, and had our teachers not been complete asses we would have pulled tricks on them too. But we found out they were quite assholes, and would punish us both for something the other did, yes we learned fast when we got whooped by the ruler, stupid Japanese and their letting teachers punish their students still. But we never hesitated to play games on our follow student, they were fair game to tease, play pranks on, and confuse, there was nothing wrong with that. We had fun, that was all that mattered, at least until we got older and my brother thought we had to be popular.
I never understood popularity that much, one person looks over another person who is better then them because they have morals but treat them like shit anyways. I never tried to get popular nor did I really care about being popular, I just wanted to be with my friends and my brother; and I had friends of all sorts of social status in high school, I wasn't picky about my friends as long as they liked me, I liked them; for the most part, there were always a few exceptions. But it came to the point where I was just better at socializing then my brother, and he knew that I was better at socializing too, so he usually stuck with me, to try to make friends.
But despite the fact that he and I were identical twins, you couldn't tell the difference between us at all, he always thought any compliments about how attractive he was, were lies; when they weren't, when it came right down to the tiniest details, he was the hotter one of us, he had a stronger chin, higher cheek bones, his eyes were just a shade more pinched up then mine were, and his lips were always smooth and soft, and just the right size for his face; he was more muscular then me, his body was harder then mine and by far more attractive, he had flawless skin while I was usually stuck with acne. But he couldn't see those quirks that made him handsomer then me, he just thought it all a lie. It was hard watching my brother struggle with his self esteem like that, I kept talking to him, trying to tell him that he was very attractive, because he was, even to me he was one of the hottest guys I had ever met.
When we were about fourteen we shifted, it was our first shift and the both of us were quite rattled to say the least. But... when we finally managed to shift back we both panicked, wondering if it had been a dream. Though to what my parents said it was not a dream, and we eventually went through them helping us control the animal inside us, a flaw... my brother found it... only to hurt his self esteem even more.
I loved him, probably more then a brother should love a brother, but... it couldn't be helped. We were connected together, and it was a feeling I enjoyed, I loved having my brother at my side; it was comforting to know he was with me because he was the one person I could always trust, no matter what. But eventually... things just got worse... I can't say why, and it was killing me to see him falling apart, I wanted him to be happy, but I couldn't make him happy. My love for him wasn't enough for him to be happy, our parents love and care weren't enough to make him happy.
One day he got sick, he was very sick, high fever and vomiting and he could hardly walk, both of our parents had to work that day so I tried begging mother to let me stay home with him, let me take care of him, how was he supposed to when he was so ill? I was worried about him, neither of us got sick very often and to come down with something as severe as he had, it terrified me. But I was forced to go to school, with the promise that I would be let out of the school grounds at lunch so I could go check up on him.
I waited nervously for lunch hour, I was all but freaking out, I had never attended a single class without my brother, never. My teachers could see it too, so they let me off with my erratic behavior that day. I didn't get much work done, for the most part I was busy writing a letter to my brother to leave next to him when I left to go back to school after lunch. Time wasn't fast enough for me, I wanted to be with him, hell, I probably wouldn't even go back to school after lunch if he asked me to stay.
I ran home as soon as the bell rang, I ran as fast as I could to get home, praying that my brother had gotten healthier, I was due for disappointment, if anything my brother's condition had only gotten worse, and I was in near tears at that point, when I say he was collapsed on the ground.
I remember feeling a heavy dread when I came home, I ran to him in a panic, knowing I should have stayed home with him, knowing I should have just pretended to be sick, but I hadn't. I remember running too him, asking him quickly what was wrong, his breathing had been shallow and ragged. I called an ambulance, even though his feeble words were begging me not to. I couldn't help it, he was hardly alive, and I didn't want to lose my brother, my twin. Who would want to lose someone who you were born with? By the time the paramedics had arrived, his breathing was almost non-existent and he was unconscious. By the time he made it to the hospital, he was dead.
A year after that my mother decided we needed to leave, and I was sent to an academy with other shifters of my species, which is where I am now, dreading and missing the environment in which I grew up in with my twin, but within a few days I soon warmed up to the place....
...connecting human to animal
[One Paragraph Minimum (Can be point form)]
Yuuto most likely shifts into an arctic fox because one, he loves the snow, snow makes him extremely happy, and without snow, he would be doomed. Much like he is now in Hawaii, he misses the snow very much. He's also cunning and can be tricky, it's in his personality to be a trickster which suits a fox perfectly.
...literacy
RP Sample[/i]
She idly walked around the zoo, her eyes scanning the animals with great distaste. It wasn't the animals that she detested, it was the fact that they were caged! She had absolutely no idea how it felt to be caged, but she doubted it was a very nice feeling. They had all sorts of animals in the cages, in their so called 'enclosures' where they were 'safe' from humanity. She did not call this humane, this was definitely not humane; trapping all sorts of animals in cages and kennels, she glanced up as a child ran by her.... They had wild animals, but not the wildest. If they were so keen on having a collection of all types of animals, where were the humans? They were animals too, and they were by far the least tamed of them all. Running around and destroying forests and natural lands, bleeding the soil dry, creating war weapons and nuclear bombs. Killing the animals that naturally belonged in the wild; it was the humans that belonged in cages to be put on display and yelled at by rambunctious children who knew no manners.
She rolled her head as she stopped outside the leopard cages, they were her favorites to watch, probably because she had a stronger connection with the leopards then she did any other breed of animal. The felines needed more room to run and be free, and the dogs and the rabbits and the monkeys needed real tree's, a forest; why were humans too dumb to understand that? There were humans out there who wanted to put a stop to hunting, but what about encasement? Yeah it was fine if they were going to try breeding a decreasing population of a certain animal if they planned on releasing them right away, but no, they had to keep them, and experiment on them as if they were nothing but trash.
She sighed to herself and leaned on the railing, of course she was letting her thoughts get ahead of her again; thinking things like that she might as well throw herself in a cage as well. She was human yet she was leopard, all because of a stupid bar fight, really, her job got her into more trouble then she really needed. She watched the feline creatures move and laze about, did they know anything outside of their caged life? The more hyperactive part of her wanted to somehow find a way to release all the caged animals... the sane part of her reminded her that many of them didn't know how to hunt due to being raised in captivity; it was the mothers job to teach a cub how to hunt, so if they had no mother, who would have taught them to hunt. Then there was the fact she would have gotten arrested and she didn't really need that at all. She was satisfied with her jobs and with not living a life in a cage; even though it wouldn't be a whole life thing for setting animals loose on the city unless they like... kill someone and that wouldn't be her fault so could she have still been nailed for that...?
She shook her head, why was she thinking such weird thoughts...? Probably because she needed sleep but wound up at the zoo instead? Yeah, most likely. She had danced the okay shift, waitress-ed the slime shift, and then cleaned up after hours; went home, took a shower, got dressed and walked around the city aimlessly until she got to the zoo. She had been spending a lot of time at the zoo lately, despite how many people actually went there, a person was isolated from everything that was going on. Not that she had much going on; life was actually pretty boring for the time being, there was so much peace in it she wasn't sure what to think about it exactly. She laughed to herself quietly, this wasn't what she had planned, she had planned on getting at least four hours of sleep before stalking off to watch the leopards. Well the leopards weren't part of her plan at all, it just kind of happened. She had planned on writing something, probably another thought entree in her journal just so she had something to do. [/b][/i][/size]
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