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Post by noahashtonsoren on Mar 22, 2011 16:00:38 GMT -5
noah|| ashton || soren The Art of Fifteen
-------------------------------------------------------- March 22, 2011
I'm not really sure what to say... I met some people in chat the other day. Not sure if I would say we're friends; I've always had trouble with telling that, though. Apparently Professors like to go to the chat room too and talk. I suppose most people don't think about it, but apparently they have their own problems outside of their classroom.
I really like talking to Shigemi.. he's just as sensitive as I am. ...Maybe more. Is that possible? The other day he came over and we cuddled. It was awkward at first, because it was only our second meeting. And it's not like I have a lot of people to cuddle with... I made it off like I was doing him a favor, because he was the one that wanted to cuddle, but really...I enjoyed it. A lot. Once we got past the awkward part, but it was fun to have him over. (^_^); Our first meeting he came over and we made cupcakes, I think.. I had to warn him ahead of time that I wasn't the best at cooking, but he seemed okay with it. Before the cooking, though we went shopping. I've never gone shopping with anybody before outside of my family. I think I've had more fun hanging out with him in our last two meetings than I've had in quite awhile.
There's also Jake, which seems to be a friend of Shigemi's. I haven't met him outside of the chat. I suppose meeting too many people at once would be a bit overwhelming... I'm such a wuss sometimes. (//_^) He seemed nice, the times I've talked to him. Apparently he has a problem with authority, though. I'm not sure if he really likes me... yesterday on chat it got awkward and I had to go. He seemed to get better once I had gone, so I'm not sure... I don't like when people don't like me, but I suppose it can't be helped.
I also met this girl - her name is Hina. She's really shy... Oh! Speaking of which, you should have seen Shigemi when he first came over.. He can get a bit talkative on the chat, but it's different when you meet him in person. Like I said, I'm not sure if we're friends or not.. but I hope we'll be able to hang out more often so maybe we won't be shy around one another in person. But, back to Hina.. I don't really know much about her right now. She doesn't like violence, so we have that in common...
I guess I'll have to write some more when I get some more thoughts figured out. Sadly, I keep forgetting when I'm on the computer, that the people I'm talking to can't see me at all.. I guess it's a stupid thing to keep forgetting. My laptop has a webcam on it, but I guess they can't see me see it isn't on or something... Apparently I'm not very updated on computers. ...Should that make me feel old?
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Post by noahashtonsoren on Mar 25, 2011 17:06:59 GMT -5
noah|| ashton || soren The Art of Fifteen
-------------------------------------------------------- March 25, 2011
It's been awhile. Well... a few days since I've written anything up. It's not because I haven't had the time- I have. But I've spent a little bit of time with Shigemi lately. The other night I actually went with Shigemi and his brother, Shinya, and Dymetri to hang out... I can't remember where we went exactly. It was a bit scary at first, because I had never been there before and the only person I knew that was with us was Shi.
Dymetri is nice, but a bit intimidating.. He's not the shy type at all. But friendly from what I've seen. That night Shigemi and I were going to make chocolate chip cookies and Dymetri got on, so we ended up going somewhere else and all of us making cookies... It was fun for the most part.
I'm still not sure what to think about Jake... After the last journal entry, with the awkward moment... I saw him on chat again, but we didn't really talk much. We haven't since then either, I don't think. I kind of think it has to do with me being friends with Shigemi.. the more fun I have with him, or the more I talk to him, the more it seems like Jake doesn't like me.
I don't want to cause problems with them, though. ;x; The chances of me being able to talk to either of them about this is slim.. It would be really awkward. Shi also starts feeling bad about stuff easily, if he thinks it's his fault. And I don't want that to happen... I wish I could talk to Emily about it, but I think her phone is off right now, because she isn't picking up. I suppose I'll have to try again later.. ^-^;
But between my Creative Cooking class and making food with Shigemi, I think my cooking is improving a little... I also failed to mention something important in my last journal entry... Shi got me a pillow pet penguin.<3 It's really cute. He said it was because I had said that I wanted a pet penguin. It still smells like him too. ^^ I hope that's not a creepy thing to notice.
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Post by noahashtonsoren on Apr 4, 2011 21:53:28 GMT -5
noah|| ashton || soren The Art of Fifteen
-------------------------------------------------------- April 4, 2011
I finally got in touch with my sister the other day. About the problem I mentioned in my last entry with Jake. I ended up sending her a text and she replied later on, apologizing that her phone had died and it took her awhile to charge it.. My first text was:
Hi Emily. ^^ I tried to call you but you weren't picking up, so I thought I would send you a text...
She replied with:
And?
Apparently I needed to explain further why I had sent her a text.. So I responded with:
”Oh sorry. I'm just having some problems with this person I met and I was wondering if you could give me some advice..”
So I explained my situation to her, which I don't really feel like repeating since I've stated it in the last two entries. But, anyways... onto her next text:
Wait, hold up! My little brother actually has a crush on someone? I knew there was a reason I had never seen you respond to girls... though I've never seen you respond to anybody.
Leave it up to my sister to start with that part instead of overlooking it and going to the part where I actually wanted her advice on something.
Um..I- can't we just focus on my problem instead of talking about this?
Out of context, I should just say this is a lot to write...-.- For me at least. Anyways, back to the text messages. I'm sure there's a better way to write this up, but I really don't know how..
Sure little brother. But are you blushing? I bet you are. It's just so cute! So, your problem... You should just talk to him about it. You never know, he might be understanding and you're probably just worrying over nothing. Like usual. And I think you should make a move on that boy you're crushing on.
Oh, I don't think I've mentioned this, but this is my nice sibling that I'm talking to – Emily. The other one isn't so nice, so I obviously couldn't ask him to help me with my problem...
I'm afraid. -.-
My sister is nice, but she doesn't really like to “baby” me...
Of course you are. But I can't help you with that- wait, are you afraid of making a move or talking to this Jake person?
Not sympathetic enough and obviously she won't leave the whole crush thing along..
Um.. both? (^-^
So..anyways, to speed up this process because I'm getting tired.. She didn't really give me much more advice. Except to make my move on this boy I'm crushing on. -.- I'm still afraid to. Do you have any advice for me too?
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Post by noahashtonsoren on Apr 27, 2011 17:30:59 GMT -5
noah|| ashton || soren The Art of Fifteen
-------------------------------------------------------- April 27, 2011
So I guess I haven't written anything in awhile. Does that make me a
bad owner? Well I wasn't really sure what to put, but I didn't forget about you! My sister keeps bothering me about Shigemi – the boy that I think I like. She keeps asking if either of us have made a move yet. -.- I'm starting to regret ever mentioning anything to her, considering she didn't give me any good advice. Nothing that I couldn't figure out for myself. Shi and I did get to make some pizza, though. I didn't know how to make it, so he showed me. It was really good, but we made a mess out of everything, so we had to clean up after we were finished. We somehow managed to get flour all over the kitchen and ourselves.
I had a lot of fun, but...something embarrassing happened when we got back to my dorm. Um, so I thought I would be nice and let Shi take a shower first. His dorm isn't very far away from mine, but I suppose neither of us thought about that at the time. While I was waiting to take a shower, I remembered that Shi didn't have any clean clothes to change into when he got out of the shower. And it would be pointless for him to change back into the ones that were dirty. So I picked out some clothes I thought he would like to wear and um...I sort of thought I could sneak into the bathroom before he got out and he wouldn't notice. I got in there and it didn't really go as planned. n_n;
I should have ran out when I heard the water turn off, but I just froze instead. We had already had enough awkward moments to last all day and then this happened... I managed to keep this from my sister, though because she would have made it all worse. Every time I think about it, I blush. I hope that doesn't happen the next time I talk to him. We're planning on a sleepover sometime so that we can watch lots of movies. He said he wanted to make dinner for us before the sleepover – he really likes to cook! This doesn't really bother me, since it's something that he wants to do and we still get to eat food. ^^ I'm still working on trying to become friends with Jake, but I think it will work out okay.
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