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Post by selahbelle on May 14, 2011 15:20:12 GMT -5
[/size][/center][/font][/color] [/i]. What did I do? thought Selah, Did I say something wrong? Did I show him how much I really like him...I mean, he knows I like him, but I think I love him, and that would probably scare him….does he even believe in love? We had never discussed this…God! Why does this have to bug me so much? I’m me, this shouldn’t bother me, I mean…ugh! Why do I like him so much? You know what…if he dumps me, I’ll just act like I don’t care. That’ll show him, I’ll pretend everything’s fine….but its not. I’ll probably end up apologizing and begging him to stay with me. I mean, ugh…I’m just gonna stop thinking now...but that’s impossible! Selah’s mind raced with thoughts as she neared the Lawns. But her mind stopped when she saw Him. Ethan. He was sitting next to the fountain, her heart stopped when she took in his appearance. He made her heart slow down and race at the same time. He took her breath away and made it easier to breathe. He hurt her and made her smile all at once. Something about him made her feel happier, complete. And she yearned to hug him, to kiss him again. Something about his being attracted her down to her core, to her soul. It felt like for centuries she had been lost, and then she found him and the universe made sense. She knew that she loved him. And she also knew he could never know this. She sighed, and slowed her pace a little. She wanted to watch him a little longer, take in this moment of her just being able to look at him. She twisted the ring he had given her for their six month, her nerves acting up as she swallowed the lump of nervousness she had. She approached him, deciding it was time to get it over with. “Hey, babe,” she said as she hugged him tightly. She didn’t let go of him as she finished, “I missed you.” Selah smiled, still holding onto him. She wondered if he knew how true that statement was. [/size][/color] [/ul] [/b] 499 Tag: Ethan/open Notes: Slowly dying muse alert  Clothes: Here Music: clock Strikes 2 by TBJS && Credit: Shaggy!  [/size] [/ul] |
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Post by ethandaniels on May 14, 2011 16:31:05 GMT -5
 The year had been going by so fast, but yet so slowly at the same time. Ethan's studies were flying by, but his time was Selah felt like it would never end, not that he was complaining. Despite that though, he'd be leaving next year, the academy, that is. He had told Selah that they needed to talk, and as he waited at the Flamingo Lawns, he tried to think about how he would tell her that they wouldn't be seeing each other as often. He leaned his head up to the sky, his back against the fountain, and closed his eyes. The teenage blond was at a loss for words, even though he had, here he took a quick look at his watch, a little while to plan out their talk. Not only would they be seeing each other less often, Selah was, after all, still going to be attending the academy, but not too often at all because of his demanding major. He'd be on the island for a while though, that was for sure, at least more than for more years.
It was definitely easier for Ethan to think about his dental future than his future with Selah. He'd become unsure of his feelings lately, but not in a bad way. He was still crazy about her, but the extent of that seemed to have increased, and he was definitely confused. She was his first serious girlfriend, and he wasn't sure at what stage he was supposed to even think that he might love her. As soon as he thought about that, his heart started pounding at what seemed like a speed of a mile a minute. He took a few deep breaths, trying to slow his pulse and calm his mind.
Ethan was in quite a grey stage when it came to his girlfriend and how he felt for her. There was something so amazing about her, but his mind wasn't sure if he loved her or not. His heart was a bit of a different story, but they were conflicting. In a different area, though, there was grey at all. To him, that “we need to talk” meant just that. They needed to talk. It didn't occur to him at all what it could be taken as. Ethan's youth was spent surfing, not watching romantic comedies.
Opening his eyes, Ethan looked towards where Selah would be coming from, and he knew once he saw her walking his way. He loved her. What a word! It adequately described how he was feeling though. His love threw out what calming process he had been trying to go through. His heart was pounding, but his confidence remained. Everything about him was contradicted, and yet with her, it all meshed together. He couldn't quite think what the university would be like anymore, especially when he really thought about the fact that Selah wouldn't be there. He stood up quickly, eager to see her, to kiss her.
She gave him a hug, and he hugged her tight as well. With their height difference, and him leaning down a little bit, his face was pressed into her hair, but in some weird way, it wasn't awkward at all. He kissed her hair, and murmured, “I missed you, too,” his voice soft. He looped his arm around her waist, and pulled her down with him to sit on the edge of the fountain. “So,” he said, looking into her eyes. “We need to talk.”
Notes: Sorry if there are typos or anything, I didn't have time to double check it.
Clothes: Click.
WC: Longer than I expected - 586!
Credit: Remi (: |
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Post by selahbelle on May 14, 2011 18:07:57 GMT -5
[/size][/center][/font][/color] [/b] Selah stopped to take a breath, she didn't know if Ethan had understood any of that since she had practically said it all in one breath. Barely missing a beat she continued "Because I really do like u a lot a lot a lot a lot, like a lot, and I'm pretty sure I love you. is it too soon to say that? I' mean we've been togeth almost eight months and everytime I see you I get this weird feeling and I just want to be with you forever, and I know I'll always want you forever. But I hope it isn't just me being dumb. And I hope I didn't do anything wrong and I mean I don't think I did, but I could've and I hope you don't think less of me beecause I'm kind of freaking out over this and...yeah, I'm sorry I should slow down, shouldn't I?"Selah stopped, took a deep breath, looked Ethan straight in the eyes as she took his hand and smiled at him. Her eyes changing from green to a dark brown. "What did you want to talk about, hunn?"Selah stopped, when she realiized how much she had just told him. What she had just told him. She had just said she loved him. She wondered if he noticed, she wondered if he knew that she truly meant it. But most of all, she wondered whether he loved her back. And she hoped with all of her that he did. She looked into his blue eyes, his gorgeous blue eyes, she looked at his hair, at his jaw line, at all of him. And she knew that she had meant what she said. That she really loved him. And that she wanted to be with him, she truly wanted him...for as long as he would have her. [/size][/color] [/ul] [/b] about 500 Tag: Ethan/open Notes: -^.^- Clothes: Here Music: Various songs by Dear Juliet ^.^ Credit: Shaggy! [/size] [/ul] |
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