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Ryan was lying on his stomach on his bed with his laptop in front of him. Ivy his Golden Retriever was lying next to him. She was looking at her owner waiting for him to pet her or start cuddling with her. But Ryan was too focused on the chat room. Dymetri was signed on who was talking to Mel and Zander in a conversation Ryan didn’t feel comfortable reading for he had nothing to do with this. He said he was going to leave but then Dymetri said that he didn’t want him to go. Ryan smiled, he felt warm inside from him saying this. It seemed like Dymetri was the only one who wanted him there. Although they didn’t say it, he just knew. But Ryan didn’t care; Dymetri wanted him to stay so that’s what he was going to do. Ryan scratched the back of his head; all this was going by so fast. From what he got from it Dymetri went to save Zander from his abusive mother. Dymetri was very brave to do this. Ryan listen to the voice and also learned the Dymetri also had gotten his arm broke. Ryan put his hand in front of his mouth. He couldn’t believe it and then there was Zander who was even worse. Ryan felt bad he wished he could do something to help. But being blind had its limits on what he can do.
Ryan put his hand on Ivy’s head and started petting her. She was such a good dog and who ever said she wasn’t was an idiot. Ryan was a little jealous maybe even more than a little of Zander and maybe even Fidel. They both knew Dymetri a lot. He wasn’t quite sure why he was jealous he didn’t think he had a reason to. But yet there was the feeling. Dymetri had gotten him nail polish and a teddy bear. Ryan remembered the way Dymetri first found out he was blind… He had wanted nail polish and Ryan had told him he had some. When he looked at the nail polish brand he had asked if he was blind. Ryan knew he meant it as a joke and he did find it offensive but didn’t say anything about it other than ‘yes I am’. Dymetri did feel really bad about the whole thing and apologized for it. But really it was his brother who picked out the polish, so he really didn’t care. But he wasn’t sure if Dymetri was throwing it in his face or trying to be sweet. But Ryan didn’t believe he was that kind of person to throw it in his face. He hugged the teddy bear Dyemtri got for him. It was soft and cuddly just the way he liked his stuff animals.
Ryan wondered if he should play his guitar since he had nothing better to do. But that’s when Dymetri said he was heading back to his room and wanted to cuddle with him. Ryan’s face flushed a bright red. The little Sugar glider yelled for company. Ryan had been in a depression for days on end. The only way he felt any better was going on the chat He never in a million years thought this young man would ask him to cuddle with him. But then a thought popped up in his head ‘he only asked you because you’re the only one on the chat he knows and can/would cuddle with him.’ Damn why was he thinking so negative. Ryan didn’t know much about Dymetri; but he could say he really liked him; but wouldn’t say it out loud. Ryan typed back telling him he would be on his way when he straightened up his room. One thing that made him kind of OCD was that everything had to be put back where they were. Ryan got up off his bed and started to fix his stuff. After he was done he powered off his laptop and put it under his bed where he always did. Ivy jumped off the bed; her front paws hit the floor first and then her back went next. She walked over to Ryan’s side and let out a whine. “Es ist okay, ich werde nicht verlassen” He told his baby. Ryan wasn’t going to leave her in the room alone; he had already left without her to come to the school. Yes you could say she was attached to his hip but he really didn’t care; he had his reasons.
Ryan put on his shoes that were next to his bed. Then he put Ivy’s leach on her while petting her head. “Sind Sie bereit?” He asked and she responded with a bark. Ryan smiled and let Ivy lead him to the door. She opened the door for him and lead him to Dymetri’s room which was room 109 which was right next to his seeing as how he was in room 110. Ryan felt Ivy sit down next to him. This was her way of saying “we are here” to him or to anyone really giving that they noticed. Ryan knocked on the door a few times and then waited with the teddy bear Dymetri gave him in his hands. Ryan hoped the cat shifter wouldn’t mind Ivy tagging along. She would of course just stay on the floor next to his bed and sleep till her owner was ready to go; whether it’s in three minutes to three hours to three days; she will be ready for anything her master throws her way.
this is you thinking !
" this is you speaking ! "
" this is someone else speaking ! " words892 taggedDymji notes See what his makeup looks like with the picture at the top of my post the left one.
See my avatar for his hair. outfit Here,
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Post by dymetrialexander on Dec 30, 2010 14:52:39 GMT -5
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Dymetri stared at the screen of the purple laptop in front of him, typing slowly with one hand. His right arm was encased in a neon green cast. He gently bit his bottom lip and looked over the table at his friend laying in the hospital bed. He had tubes all through him. ”Zand, do you need me here anymore?”Dymetri asked. He got a simple response from his friend. His friend’s boy fried was coming down to see him so that was a stupid question. Dymetri sat with his friend for a few more minutes and made sure he was okay before shutting his lap top and heading up.
It was hard for Dymetri to carry his lap top in one arm and open doors at the same time. He occasionally had people to help him open doors. It seemed to take forever to get back to the room. He had to sit his lap top on the floor to be able to unlock and open the door. Dymetri let out a small yawn followed by a cough.. ”Ow” he whispered stepping past Choi and Mel. He set his computer on his bed and leaned down to hug Mel with his one arm, then Choi. Dymetri then jumped back onto his bed and lifted the top. The computer automatically resumed what it was doing before. Dymetri kind of stared at the chat, watching it flow by. He typed a few words in response to a few people. Soon he got bored and closed his computer screen. He rolled over on his back, his casted arm resting on his torso. ”I’m still scared.” he whispered, not meaning for it to be out loud. He curled his body up and waited for the knock from Ryan.
knock, knock Dymetri jumped out of his bed and dashed across the room. ”it’s for me!” he yelled, landing against the door with a thud. He pulled the door open and his stomach dropped. His eyes immediately turned to the dog. The kitten inside was hissing and growling. Dymetri fought to keep it down. At one point a hiss snuck out. He looked up at Ryan with fury in his eyes. He knew Ryan couldn’t see his expression but, the anger was enough to feel in the air. ”Dog.” he muttered through clenched teeth, stepping backwards. The kitten in him clawed and growled. Dymetri forcing him back and away from the dog.
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Post by ryan on Jan 2, 2011 20:37:12 GMT -5
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Ryan stood there waiting for Dymetri to come to the door. He wondered if it was such a good idea bringing Ivy. For Dymetri was a cat shifter. But so is his brother and his brother got along fine with his dog. Ryan sighed; he would just see what Dymetri said or did. He didn’t want to make the cat shifter any more uncomfortable. But Ivy would protect them both; he knew that very well, for she protected him from many things. Ryan figured Dymetri would have guessed he would bring his dog if he even thought about it. For he did need her eyes to be in front of this door; for he was blind and needed to barrow someone’s eyes. Ryan figured if Dymetri didn’t think about him brining Ivy he would at least understand and put himself in his shoes. Ryan heard someone move from behind the door. He hadn’t stood there long but it seemed long enough. Ivy had gone to lying down beside him. Ryan of course had no problem sending Ivy back to his dorm. But Dymetri would have to be his eyes in return.
Dymetri opened the door and the excitement in Dymetri that was there when he opened the door was gone. This is hwne Ryan knew it was a bad idea to have kept Ivy by his side. He did need her to get here but he could have sent her back before he knocked. This was his mistake and he wouldn’t deny it. Ryan heard the hiss that came from the other boy and Ryan knew how mad he was. Dymetri would have to know he would have to get used to Ivy being around if he wanted to be around Ryan. But of course this can happen in time and for now Ryan would let it slide. If it were any other time, place, person, and situation he would have told him to deal with her. But Ryan bent Down towards the dog who was very calm but started to whine. All she wanted was yet another friend. Ryan Uncliped the leach from her collar “Ivy. Zurück zu meinem Wohnheim, ich will zurück“ he told Ivy. She grabed the Leach from Ryan and returned to his dorm opening the door with her paws and closing it with her muzzle.
Ryan stood up and looked straight ahead where Dymetri stood in the door way. “Relax Sweet heart; I needed her eyes to stand in front of this door” He said this with his usual relaxed German accent voice. Ryan put his hand in front of his mouth to hide his smile. He smiled because he thought it was cute with him being all cat like. “But now can I ask to borrow your eyes?” As Ryan said this he held out his hand with his palm facing the floor. He was now waiting for Dymetri to take his hand and guide him. The smile that was on his face now reappeared; this time he didn’t try to cover it. He wanted Dymetri to feel safe, but Ryan wasn’t sure how he himself could make him feel safe. Ryan felt so useless right now; a dog could be more useful than him any day in any situation. He of course wasn’t going to voice this and never would. He knew what his mother and brother would say to that and that would ‘you’re very useful; you should never think like that.’ But he couldn’t help but think like this and it was true; it would be a lie if he said he was useful or even very useful.
this is you thinking !
" this is you speaking ! "
" this is someone else speaking ! " words607 taggedDymji notes Bleh not sure if this one was better than the first….
Don’t worry about it; I can possibly work with anything.outfit Here,
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Post by dymetrialexander on Jan 7, 2011 3:50:05 GMT -5
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Dymetri relaxed when the dog waddled away with the leash. “Relax Sweet heart; I needed her eyes to stand in front of this door” Dymetri let out a small smile and just stood, staring at the boy for a few seconds. He frowned a little bit. “But now can I ask to borrow your eyes?”His eyes followed the boy's arm down to his hand. He gently bit his bottom lip. "Of course, m'dear." Dymetri said smoothly, gripping the boy's hand. He first pulled the boy into a tight one armed hug. He gently kissed his friend's cheek and then led him towards Dymetri's bed, gently nodding at Mel and Choi. He stopped moving once they reached the bed. "We're here, kind sir"he chuckled and sat down on the bed, pulling Ryan onto his lap.
He then laid back and turned over on his side so him and Ryan were spooning. "I like cuddling." he smiled, wrapping his arm around the boy's torso, pulling him close. Dymi nuzzled his face in the boy's neck and breathed in his scent. Dymetri didn't know why but, he liked the boy.
The boy made his bones tingle and his stomach churn. He ached to be closer. He tugged himself closer to the boy, nuzzling against him. Dymetri took in a deep breath and closed his eyes. This boy was something new to him. Someone who needed something to depend on was a new factor to Dymetri. Dymetri never expected that he'd like someone who was missing an important sense. He kind of like the dependency the boy had on him. He gently ran his fingers through the boy's hair, tracing his fingers across his face and down his neck. He wondered what it was like to be blind.
You'd have to feel your way around everything. You'd never know what anyone looked like. Dreams would be strange. Did blind people dream? Dymetri felt his head fill up with questions and feelings. "Hey, do you mind if I ask you some questions?"he was planning on asking what it was like to be blind but, he suddenly changed his mind. "Uhh, nevermind." he didn't want to seem rude. Instead, Dymetri sat up half way, leaned over the boy and just kissed him. He didn't know why, and he didn't realize he was until he opened his eyes. He pulled back quickly, almost falling off the bed. "I-I'm sorry." he stuttered.
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